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| Left your t-shirt in my room, still smells of you
And the picture you hung on the door lays smashed, 'picture perfect'
Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory
We only made out, you never kissed me
That's how I learned to hold back all feeling We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick;
without wanting to, without believing it,
against our will & unable to defend ourselves.
And then we lose love exactly the same way And sometimes when were on
Were really fucking on
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap And then he hits you with that one last promise
And you want it to be the truth so bad.
You're looking in his eyes and you're crying,
saying, "He's not lying.."
But you know he is.
And to this day, when everything breaks
You are the anchor that holds me
And that is why we'll always make it
How I know your face, all the ways you move
You come in, I can read you, you're my favorite book
All the things you say, the way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive
-"My Favourite Book" by Stars But you don't love me the way that I love you
Cause if you did, you would not do those things you do
You turned my life around, and for that I am glad
However much I love you, this love is getting bad
i believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right.
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
_marilyn monroe I hate myself for needing this.
I love our twisted little mess.
I know it's wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears are bittersweet tonight.
I love you & i probably always will.
but we go days without talking to eachother.
& i used to miss you so much when that happened.
but it never seemed like you missed me,
& i guess because of that, i stopped missing you.
-one tree hill I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had,
but I cant because I know you wont come after me.
And I guess thats what hurts the most. I won't try to patch things up or apologize
That wouldn't be appropriate -
I'm not the one who broke it. If I had one shred of common sense I would have already left
Don't ask how long I've been waiting here, yeah you can probably guess
Tracing the arc of the hour hand, this clock's incredibly slow
You ask how long I've been waiting here, I think you already know
Cause I've been hanging out and counting down the time that I've been wasting
Measuring time by the bottle and I've had more than a few
I'm standing up to get outta here, I'm standing up for myself now and this is long overdue
There ain't no two ways about it, I can't keep letting this go
-"Worth the Wait" by We Are Scientists i'm only pretty sure that i can't take anymore.
before you take a swing, i wonder what are we fighting for?
when i say out loud, "i want to get out of this”
i wonder, is there anything i'm going to miss? leave a message on your phone just to find out you're not home
keeping up with you is something i could never do
and i know something's wrong, cause you've been gone too long
a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become Love I thought you had my back this time but man I am wrong this time.
It's a thing called Love
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace
There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you You know you've got me in your hands, I'll break before I walk
Tonight we broke our plans to play games with our hearts
For your blues skies, for those times you felt alive
Breathe in and softly release it, I won't let you go
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you,
You go and change it. You go and change it. You're a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around
Heaven knows what will come next And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck,
To everything you are.
So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures,
And overanalyze your words.
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard In a midnight talk,
In a morning kiss,
When I'm in your arms,
That's where it is.
When we're tangled up,
And can't resist.
When we feel that rush,
That's where it is. my hands won't hold you down no more
the path is clear to follow through
i stood too long in the way of the door
and now i'm giving up on you she will chase you around for a while
but theres going to be a day when
shes going to stop running in circles around you.
shes going to get over you
and at that very moment
youre going to wish you had let her catch you. you dont really seem to have him now at least not the way you want to have him. you wont get anything unless you ask for it. then if you ask for it and dont get it, maybe it wasnt worth having in the first place. some things are just never meant to be. no matter how much we wish they were. You're the only one, I'll ever give this heart to.
What I'm trying to say is, nothing will change this.
There'll be no time you won't find me there.
'Cause I will always be there,
You will always have all my love. I can be your sunny day, the one who keeps your troubles away
You're my one and only and when you're feeling lonely
I can wipe the tears from your face
Everything is everything and you're everything to me
And everything is waiting around the corner
You're the world under the covers stay with me
Let's talk about good good love so hard to find
It's a good good thing I got you by my side
-"Good Love" by The Last Goodnight I know my voice is silence to your ears
I know I said some things you didn't deserve to hear
I miss you, God I miss you, why do I miss you?
I lie awake at night kicking at the sheets
No matter how much I try they never cover my feet
I need you, God I need you, why do I?
I finally gathered up the strength to get through my days
You lift me up just to let me down And if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes
And live with what I did to you, all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock, its 11:11 and now you want to talk
It's not hard to dream, you'll always be my konstantine
This is to a boy who got into my head with all the pretty things he said
Hey you know you keep me up in bed
This is to a boy who got into my head with all these fucked up things I did
Maybe baby you could keep me up in bed
And this drama-filled fest, all my fault I guess. But you told me pretending is for the best. And I held out as far as I could go - do you miss me? I'd really like to know, if you're left with a feeling I let go. You are just a feeling I let go.
-"Make-up Smeared Eyes" by Juliet Simms
You had it all for a pretty little while
And some how you made me smile when I was sad
You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart
Then you realized you wanted what you hadTell it like a lie live it like a movie
Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me
What's the use in making all the plans that we made if you weren't gonna go
What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face if your eyes don't wanna show Desperation
There's danger in frustration
Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth
I'm still desperate for you "when two people love each other,
but they just can't seem to get things right...
how do you when enough is enough?" it’s too late to say you’re sorry.
you’ve been gone from here too long.
I hope you found what you were missing.
cause I don’t miss you here at all. Inside out, upside down, twisting beside myself
Stop that now, cause you and I were never meant to be
I think you better leave, it's not safe in here
I feel a weakness coming on
Alright then, I could keep your number for a rainy day..
That is where it ends, no mistakes, no misbehaving
Oh, I was doing so well, can we just be friends?
I feel a weakness coming on
No it's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this, so that makes this all your fault
-"The Walk" by Imogen Heap Please don't go, just stay
I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away
Miss your voice, and your touch
And if I told you I loved you could that be enough? I can't tell you how much I'd love to take back every word I said
You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then
And I'm so sorry dear, I must escape before you suffocate me
So I waited patiently as long as I could
Fought so hard for a boy, that I loved
But who later turned out to be someone I hardly knew
I will be the colors in the rain
When you're lying up and wide awake
Hold on, hold on, I will for you
I will be the truth inside your lies
When you close your eyes at night
I will, I will, hold on for you
Let me make myself clear,
If I leave here it's done;
I'm gone, that's that.
You carry my love around like
It's a heavy burden.
Well I'm about to take it back. There was a time, there was a place
And everything we had was innocent;
I'd go back again
I touched your hand the day we met
There's just some things you don't forget
If love was enough, I'd wrap it around you
If love was enough to make you stay You kiss me, kill me, push me, pull me, leave me wanting more
You keep your promises back behind the bedroom door
You hit me harder than I ever have been hit before, I dont know why
Baby, baby long before I met you I was crazy, crazy to forget you
You lift me up just to let me down i ache for you.
there's no rhyme and there's no reason
you're the secret in the back of my skull
there's no logic, so please believe me
our love's confusing but it never gets dull I remember the stormy weather,
the way the sky looks when it’s cold.
And you were with me,
content with walking,
so unaware of the world.
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| It's there. I know it is. Because when I look at you, I can feel it.
-Finding Nemo Daylight burns your sleepy eyes.
It's hard to see you dreaming.
You hide inside yourself.
I wondered what you're thinking
and everything you're chasing,
it seems to leave you empty. if we accept that a mother can kill even her own child,
how can we tell other people to not kill each other?
any country that accepts abortion is not teaching its people to love,
but to use any violence to get what they want.
- mother theresa of calcutta. It's good to be us,
good to be breathing
Day after night after day, this feeling
Feels the way it should
If this is as good as it gets, then good
It's good to be us See, guys freak out. They hit critical mass and blast nuclear, white hot anger out over the world like walking flamethrowers. But girls freak in. They absorb the pain and bitterness and keep right on sponging it up until they drown
So don’t keep me up till the dawn
With words that’ll keep leading me on
I know much better than to wait for an answer from you
there she goes again, giving more than she takes
cause it's more than love she makes
she goes all the way
-Rascal Flatts ; She Goes All The Way- This is becoming a problem I'm hurting it's unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake
I just wish the story didn't end this way.
'Cause I'm still in love with the
person who helped me write it.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
all the things I couldn't get enough of
are now the things I can't stand
funny how time changes these perceptions
funny how after so many wasted days
I realize what you're really worth and I can still remember giving in.
Wrapped all up in your hips and in your sheets,
it felt great falling, great falling.
"Sad Songs" - Matt Nathanson
I lose myself in all these fights I lose my sense of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die. And on our tongues, "I love you"s run into each other
But could I really trust him?
he said "Hey baby baby girl, why you always look so sad?
You got the whole world in the palm of your hand."
But it don't mean a thing if you're not next to me.
I'm so sick, so sick of just always dreaming.
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes.
Covered me with kisses and lies,
So goodbye, but baby please don't take my heart. Here I go.
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
There's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one I am
running away from...
This is
something I won't regret
And now I'm burning down
The bridges I have found
To keep you from getting to me again I cannot be without you, matter of fact.
I'm on your back, I'm on your back.
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you.
-"Walking After You" by Foo Fighters I wanna feel the car crash
I wanna feel the capsize
I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop
'Til I'm satisfied
I wanna feel the car crash
'Cause I'm dyin' on the inside
I wanna let go and know
That I'll be alright, alright Our battles are repetitious
if not broken poetry
And maybe that's the attraction
that you're as self-absorbed as me
You jumped to the conclusion and landed on my chest
Now how am I supposed to make you see
I’ll just write this down with hopes that you'll understand
I will no longer be disciplined by the frustrations of an insecure man Relax into the need, we get so comfortable
Remember when I was so strange and likeable
I just want back in your head.
I just want back in your head.
I'm not unfaithful, but I'll stray
When I get a little scared, when I get a little scared.
When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
Rember when I was sweet and unexplainable?
Nothing like this person, unloveable.
I just want back in your head.
So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things you've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you dont miss me
I think about you every day
Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don;t tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible To be with you once more
To be with you
With our bodies close together
Let the world go by like clouds a-streaming
To lay me down one last time
To lay me down.
I don't want to ever love another
You'll always be my thunder i hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you dont do anything about it In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
-3 Doors Down Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
i'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything. you could make my head swerve.
used to know my every curve.
and now we meet on a street, and i am blind.
i cannot find the heart i gave to you. But you find a way to keep me hanging on
You find a way to make everything go wrong
It's the way you lose me, say you choose me, then pass me by like you never knew me
You find a way to lead me on. in some ways we grow up. we have families, we get married, divorced, but for the most part, we still have the same problems we did when we were fifteen. no matter how much we grow taller, grow older, we are still forever stumbling, forever wandering, forever young. -greys anatomy quarantine my heart, baby
in someone else's arms, i feel unhealthy coulda set it down
when things got tough
coulda walked away from this love
but that’d been crazy I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you
I was sad & lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you
But somehow deep inside, still loving you
Sad & lonely. As long as we laugh out loud, laugh like we're mad
Cause this crazy, mixed up beauty is all that we have
Because what's love but an itch we cant scratch, a joke we can't catch
God, but still we laugh
Get back in bed, turn off the TV
You say, "It'll be alright baby, just wait and see." I miss the innocence i had before reality raped me. I'm alone, my mind's racing, heart breaking
Can you be everything I need you to be?
Can you protect me like a daughter?
Can you love me like a father?
Can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, just way hotter
The point of it all is that if I should fall, still your name I'll call It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exists. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part about kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. i mean, we all get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line
to obsessive, compuosive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away. I've come a long way, you could say I've learned some lessons
To keep my heart on my sleeve and always keep from guessing
But it's hard not to be naive cause you're saying all the right things
-"Love" by Christina Milian The first time, how we slept with the light on
And then sun's coming up and we woke up on the floor
Everything that you feel, you can't describe
Why can't it be like the first week? The best part about procrastination is that you are never bored, because you have all kinds of things that you should be doing.
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| december
Sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once.
Sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time.
At times you can absolutely love a person, all the while wanting to hate them.
Life comes without guarantees, except that
smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes,
and falling in love will change your life.
sometimes you're further then the moon,
sometimes you're closer than my skin.
There's been times, I'm so confused
All my roads, They lead to you
I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you
its so very obvious to everyone watching us
that we have something real going on <3
And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness he is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don’t ever let go
But it's just another one of those days
The way you made it all feel so right
The way you fit into my arms at night
I'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life
i believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right.
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
_marilyn monroe
You don't have a clue what it is like to be next to you
I'm here to tell you, that it is good, that it is true
Birds singing a song, old paint is peeling
This is that fresh, that fresh feeling
Words can't be that strong, my heart is reeling
This is that fresh, that fresh feeling
-"Fresh Feeling" by The Eels
You're a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around
Heaven knows what will come next
And I've long since given up on holding on
because this rope broke so long ago,
and all I've got are these frayed ends.
as we lay together
a million things run through my head
as tears come to my eyes
you ask whats wrong and
i hold it all in and say nothing
and you tell me how beautiful i am
i hope that you mean it this time
hold your heart; you've never lived until you're loved,
so you don't care at all and what once was enough
doesn't feel good anymore.
you've dug too deep, there's nothing at all.
hold your heart; you've never loved until you've lived.
i'm only pretty sure that i can't take anymore.
before you take a swing, i wonder what are we fighting for?
when i say out loud, "i want to get out of this”
i wonder, is there anything i'm going to miss?
On certain Sundays in November
when the weather bothers me,
I empty drawers of other summer's
Where my shadows used to be .
Time expands and then contracts
When you are spinning
in the grips of someone
who is not an oridnary boy.
Stay seventeen, youll never regret it.
This world isnt easy, dont try to understand it.
Youre allowed to keep what you want inside
and its okay not to be easy to read.
Cause the people that love you the most
will love you so much more than those things
there are some people
who hit your life so hard,
they leave a stain on your future.
And on our tongues, "I love you"s run into each other
But could I really trust him?
he said "Hey baby baby girl, why you always look so sad?
You got the whole world in the palm of your hand."
But it don't mean a thing if you're not next to me.
I'm so sick, so sick of just always dreaming.
But you don't love me the way that I love you
Cause if you did, you would not do those things you do
You turned my life around, and for that I am glad
However much I love you, this love is getting bad
-"You Don't Love Me" by The Kooks
Can you take me back to the person I used to be
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever but do me a favor please
Way back when we were stupid
held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my god, how ridiculous were we?
I am
running away from...
This is
something I won't regret
And now I'm burning down
The bridges I have found
To keep you from getting to me again
I know you're going crazy, but happy's all that you make me
And things are gonna get better baby.
-"Cross My Heart" by The Rocket Summer
Maybe you'll find that there are better days if you leave these days behind
So baby take my hand and let me show you, show you
Cause I love the way, you love the way I love you
And I love the way you love me too
And I love the way we take each other
Into places that erase away our thoughts, our cares, our dreams or scares
And I never want to let you go because I love the way you are
So here I am again
Singing songs about the summer
Cause that's when you and me
When we came to be
So now you want me to fix everything
But baby theres so much and so little time to
Replace the things I've broken
Ripped apart, and thrown away
You can say that you dont miss me
I think about you every day
Take me in and then you push me out
Fall all over yourself tonight
And just don't let it go, without a fight
Chances are,
I'll never get a moment like this again,
so here's everything I've ever wanted to tell you.
No one has ever gotten me like you,
and I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you do.
You're the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with.
Do your nights feel incomplete without our phone calls?
Mine do.
Do your eyes feel like they’re burning out of your skull?
Mine too.
Is it just our little routine that we’re missing so bad?
Or is it the fact that we’re both losing the best friend that we ever had?
I hate myself for needing this.
I love our twisted little mess.
I know it's wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears are bittersweet tonight.
I try to explain
how your touch drives me insane.
and I can't spend a night
without wishing I was with you
it's been awhile since you've been gone,
but i could still paint a picture of you.
i see you everywhere.
remember the time we talked until 6am?
and i'm tired of missing you.
6am and i'm tired of missing you.
You are my only I've ever known
That makes me feel this way
Couldn't on my own
I want to be with you until we're old
You have the love you need right in front of you
Please come home
all the things I couldn't get enough of
are now the things I can't stand
funny how time changes these perceptions
funny how after so many wasted days
I realize what you're really worth
And then he hits you with that one last promise
And you want it to be the truth so bad.
You're looking in his eyes and you're crying,
saying, "He's not lying.."
But you know he is.
And to this day, when everything breaks
You are the anchor that holds me
And that is why we'll always make it
How I know your face, all the ways you move
You come in, I can read you, you're my favorite book
All the things you say, the way you shift your eyes
I never knew there was someone to make me come alive
-"My Favourite Book" by Stars
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes.
Covered me with kisses and lies,
So goodbye, but baby please don't take my heart.
I love you & i probably always will.
but we go days without talking to eachother.
& i used to miss you so much when that happened.
but it never seemed like you missed me,
& i guess because of that, i stopped missing you.
-one tree hill
I loved you for your ways
but your ways hurt me bad boy.
Hurt me so bad why you want to see me sad boy,
I am tired of crying over you
but I miss you so much I don't know what to do
seems that I gotta move on
live life with out cha,
but every time someone comes around to talk about you
I get feelings inside again I wanna be
right back by your side again.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had,
but I cant because I know you wont come after me.
And I guess thats what hurts the most.
Love I thought you had my back this time but man I am wrong this time.
It's a thing called Love
often its the most deserving people
who cannot help loving those who destroy them.
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright
Everything will be alright
And I wonder if everything could feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say "when"
She sang, "breathe out so I can breathe you in"
Breathe out
So I could breathe you in
Hold you in
And now
I know you've always been
Out of your head, out of my head I sang
And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
Cupid found his mark, shot his arrow right through our hearts
Said he planned it from the start, my valentine
I'll kiss every scar thats been planted on your heart,
And love you for who you are, my valentine.
Do you know the most surprising part about heartache?
It doesn't actually kill you.
Like a bullet to the heart,
or a head-on car wreck, it should.
When someone you've promised to cherish forever says,
"I never loved you,"
it should kill you instantly.
You shouldn't have to wake up day after day after that,
trying to understand how in the world you didn't know.
I don't know why.
Maybe it's because you're mad,
maybe it's because you're afraid,
maybe it's because you're also a little confused,
maybe it's because you want to act cool;
but whatever the reason,
you're breaking my heart
i know there'll be risks, but I want to face them with you.
it's wrong that we should be only half alive, half of ourselves.
i love you. so here i am, standing in your doorway.
i have always been standing in your doorway.
isn't it about time somebody saved your life?
I look around at a beautiful life
Been the upperside of down, the inside of out
But we breathe, we breathe
I want a breeze and an open mind
I wanna swim in the ocean, wanna take my time.
I wanna feel the car crash
I wanna feel the capsize
I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop
'Til I'm satisfied
I wanna feel the car crash
'Cause I'm dyin' on the inside
I wanna let go and know
That I'll be alright, alright
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate.
leave a message on your phone just to find out you're not home
keeping up with you is something i could never do
and i know something's wrong, cause you've been gone too long
a fucking waste of my time is all that you've become
Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could.
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear
'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah when I got you, oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together
-"I've Got You" by McFly
what is it about you that makes me want to stay?
is it all the love, or is it just the pain?
Would you mind if I walked over and I kissed your face,
infront of all your friends.
Would you mind if I got drunk and said,
I wanna take you home to bed,
Oh would you change your mind?
I'm weak in the knees for you,
but I'll stand if you want me to.
My legs are strong, and I'll move on,
but hunny I'm weak, in the knees, for you
you're what keeps me believing
this world's not gone dead.
strength in my bones put the words in my head.
when they pour out to paper,
it's all for you.
cause that's what you do,
that's what you do
"it's like all of the bad stuff that you went through,
that you hated along the way; the people who disappointed you,
the things that didn't go the way you wanted;
suddenly you feel grateful for them,
because those are the things that got you here, to this."
- The Perfect Man
It's a cold hard road
when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go
- Secondhand Serenade
smoke filling my eyes,
i fall back on the bed
surrounded by laughter of newfound friends
i realize, sometimes happiness doesn't lie with those who know you best
but those who don't know you at all
And I can still smell summer on your skin,
and I can still remember giving in.
Wrapped all up in your hips and in your sheets,
it felt great falling, great falling.
"Sad Songs" - Matt Nathanson
And instantly, I feel so complete
It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
And you give me this feeling, it's like no other feeling
But it knocks me off my feet
Please don't ask me what I like about you
Cause it's every little thing you do
And that's just the way you make me feel
"Secret Song" by FM Static
And I've got it almost figured out,
if I could get you closer to me.
Cause it's a good life, for a short time.
And you've got me almost figured out;
there's almost nothing left to see.
You're bringing out the best in me,
Give me something to believe in
Quick or else I'm leaving
I need a better reason, I know things get complicated
So miseducated - It's a wonder that we made it.
i dont want the world, only you<3
Relax into the need, we get so comfortable
Remember when I was so strange and likeable
I just want back in your head.
I just want back in your head.
I'm not unfaithful, but I'll stray
When I get a little scared, when I get a little scared.
When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
Rember when I was sweet and unexplainable?
Nothing like this person, unloveable.
I just want back in your head.
You know you've got me in your hands, I'll break before I walk
Tonight we broke our plans to play games with our hearts
For your blues skies, for those times you felt alive
Breathe in and softly release it, I won't let you go
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you,
You go and change it. You go and change it.
I cannot be without you, matter of fact.
I'm on your back, I'm on your back.
If you walk out on me, Im walking after you.
-"Walking After You" by Foo Fighters
"What do you do? You laugh.
I'm not saying I don't cry, but in between, I laugh
and I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously.
Plus, I look foward to a good cry. It feels pretty good."
& always tell the summer to stay.
Maybe your heart sent my heart a secret message that said,
"I've been waiting for you, let's go love."
Or maybe when it comes to things like this
There aren't reasons.
Hearts just know.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake
I just wish the story didn't end this way.
'Cause I'm still in love with the
person who helped me write it.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
As for lovers, well, they'll come & go too.
& babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them
Are going to break your heart.
but you can't give up because if you give up,
You'll never find your soul mate.
You'll never find that half who makes
you whole.
-marilyn monroe
'Cause when the days are getting colder I miss you most.
I'm stuck out in a rainstorm, but you're my coat.
To keep me safe, to keep me warm
'Cause without you I'm just stuck in the storm
Girls will be your friends
they'll act like it anyway
-marilyn monroe
How many really know what love is?
Millions never will.
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for?
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me.
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I've been looking for.
I feel like a shadow
Walking behind who you think I am
Just like my shadow
Wanting to see the sun again
I'm your shadow
And I'm lost
Just like my shadow
Thought I'd like me bright and new
But my candle burned out long before you
i've lost who i am this past year.
the new year is nearing
and i'll spend it
finding myself again.
*me
I've run out of complicated theories,
So now I'm taking back my words,
& I'm preparing for a breakdown.
Your t-shirt's lost it's smell of you & the bathroom's a mess.
Remind me why we decided this was for the best,
Because I miss you, love.
Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.
Keep trying, hold on, & always, always, always believe in yourself.
Because if you don't, then who will, sweetie?
Marilyn Monroe
Our battles are repetitious
if not broken poetry
And maybe that's the attraction
that you're as self-absorbed as me
You jumped to the conclusion and landed on my chest
Now how am I supposed to make you see
I’ll just write this down with hopes that you'll understand
I will no longer be disciplined by the frustrations of an insecure man
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
"So. Keep your head high.
Keep your chin up.
& most importantly, keep smiling.
Because life's a beautiful thing &
there's so much to smile about."
-- Marilyn Monroe
To be brave is to love someone unconditionally,
Without expecting anything in return.
To just give.
That takes courage,
Because we don't want to fall on our faces
Or leave ourselves open to pain.
To be with you once more
To be with you
With our bodies close together
Let the world go by like clouds a-streaming
To lay me down one last time
To lay me down.
We all want someone to build a fort with.
We want somebody to swap crayons with,
& play hide and seek with & live our imaginary stories with.
We start out by getting that from our family.
Then we get it from our friends.
& then for whatever reason, we get it into our heads that we need that feeling,
That intimacy, from a single someone else.
We call that growing up.
But really, when you take sex out of it,
What we want is companionship.
& we make that so damn hard to find.
"Why are we so quick to forget the bad & romanticize the good?
Maybe it's because we need to believe that the time we spent together
actually meant something,
That we were there for each other in a time
in our lives that defined us all
A time in our lives that we will never forget.
I can't swear this is exactly how it happened.
But this is how it felt."
-- Dawson's Creek
And now I think that you should know
That you've got everything that I've wanted for so damn long
And that I wouldn't hesitate to trade away everything
If you tell me that I'm not wrong
So now I think that you should know that I've been waiting for you
I won't try to patch things up or apologize
That wouldn't be appropriate -
I'm not the one who broke it.
Make your mind up, you're just holding me here
You're taking time up but I don't mind as long as we're
The only thing locked on your mind
In there I'm yours and you are mine
And everything is as it should be
-"Forever" by Ronnie Day
So by the phone is where I'll wait
Waiting for calls, waiting for anything
You're hynotizing me with those eyes and that smile
I think I'll be here
I think I'll be here for a while.
Without you I was broken,
but I'd rather be broke down with you by my side.
And sometimes when were on
Were really fucking on
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap.
Baby don't worry, cause now I got your back
And everytime you feel like crying I'm gonna try to make you laugh
And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass
And I will keep you company through the days so long and black
Because no matter where you run,
you just end up running into yourself.
-Breakfast at Tiffany's
Finally I figured out,
But it took a long long time
Now there's a turnabout,
Maybe cause I'm tryin'
There's been times, I'm so confused
Down my road, will it lead to you?
Just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
Words can't say it, I can't do
Enough to prove, it's all for you
Look to the past and remember and smile,
and maybe tonight I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene,
I think I'm falling asleep.
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.
Maybe sometimes it's a good thing to stumble,
because there's a better way to stand.
Maybe we need to cry sometimes,
because laughter cannot hide the worst.
And maybe that's why we get hurt,
for us to pass on the lesson and teach someone else.
Move a little closer, hold me tighter
I'll stay if you're gonna keep me in line
You won't regret anything we do
It's up to you, now
Told me you need something better..
What is better than love?
Told me you need something new
But all I need is you
To feel the way you make me feel
You had me several years ago, when I was still quite naive
When you said that we made such a pretty pair
And that you would never leave
Well you gave away the things you loved
And one of them was me
And oh, promise aint a promise if you know you're gonna break it
I've been holding on for way too long
You're always worth the wait though I guess
Don't tell me it doesn't matter
I'll tell you what matters
Barefeet in the summer, open windows at night
You think that no one needs you, you have nothing to see through
Well I need you.
Here I go.
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
There's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
If I had one shred of common sense I would have already left
Don't ask how long I've been waiting here, yeah you can probably guess
Tracing the arc of the hour hand, this clock's incredibly slow
You ask how long I've been waiting here, I think you already know
Cause I've been hanging out and counting down the time that I've been wasting
Measuring time by the bottle and I've had more than a few
I'm standing up to get outta here, I'm standing up for myself now and this is long overdue
There ain't no two ways about it, I can't keep letting this go
-"Worth the Wait" by We Are Scientists
I'll be the only one, the one that you need and
Your biggest fan, the one you believe in
The world is yours, right in front of you
And as the stars align we can be free in this moonlit night
Lay with me here as I kiss you goodnight
As we drift away, yeah
Tell me what you want, tell me what you need
I'll do anything, anything
-"Anything" by Airdate
“it's like he's driving in a car, okay, and i just wanna be in the passenger seat, but he's locked the door and i have to hold onto the bumper. you know, i'm not even asking for him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in. but no, he didn't do that. so i'm hanging onto the bumper and life goes on and the car goes on and i get really badly bruised and am hitting potholes and it hurts. i mean it really hurts. and yesterday, i had to let go of the bumper because it hurts too much ... it hurts too much.”_sex&thecity
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If only we had a way to make it fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove,
We're gonna make it fly faster than I'm falling in love
This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Under the covers we are stubborn lovers we are
The ones that wonder could we ever love another?
As I wake up in your bed, i put on makeup and you said
You made it so close to the door. I keep you coming back for more.
one year after you closed your eyes to the world.
When you lose a part of yourself to somebody you know,
it takes a lot to let go. Every breath that you remember,
pictures fade away, but memory's forever.
if heaven knew the reason
that I'm in the state I'm in
angels would come calling
just to bring you back home again
| | |
| november
yeah there's nothin you can do,
there's nothin you can say
and i know how it feels when love goes away
Maybe I was never as smart as I thought
Maybe we can never be as good as we want
Maybe you just didn't need me enough
Maybe we're too clever to be falling in love like this
Like this
there's a look in your eye
And it's screaming goodbye
this new season i am starting over,
and that means forgetting everything about you.
this is goodbye. i'm not answering my phone tonight.
i won't let you use me anymore.
i won't let you just string me along anymore.
and i dont understand why you're
not here with me.
and i dont even wanna know where else
you'd be.
I don't want another pretender to disillusion me one more time
Whispering words of forever, playing with my mind
I need someone to hold onto
I get my hopes up & I watch
them fall everytime. Another color
turns to grey & it's just too hard
to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me.
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
i waited here, you never showed.
it's gonna be harder for me,
i can't forget so many things.
when you were down, i was around.
why would you try and hurt me now?
this doesn't hurt, it fucking kills.
and knowing that i had you once,
oh it gives me chills.
i still remember holding you
and the way we used to kiss.
i wanna feel you like i used to.
You've been burned more than once.
You don't think much of trust.
Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has.
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all.
Oh look now, there you go with hope again...
All I'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough.
I gotta feel you in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
I wanna taste you one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.
This life is way too short
to get caught up in all this stuff
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?
I am unbreakable but it looks like I could sometime soon
And you are unreachable about as possible as me touching the moon
I am unraveling unbearably empty
and if this ground gives way I just hope that you’ll catch me.
i dont need you but i hate that you feel like home
I need him here like he's a drug
Whispers that he wants me, "Then take over my body"
From the Kitchen to the bedroom
You're just like the day i met you
I never wanted to fit in any place
except your heart but we grew apart
Now rainy days are all i have
and i keep dreaming in the past
You keep me awake
No more i can take
and i'm still breathing
Keep Me Breathing
You Keep Me Breathing
My life's a rainstorm of "I Love You's"
I miss you stepping in the puddles
Drive Away, Go against Fate
You screwed me over like always
Babe one day you will be sorry
You make it dry when it's raining outside
You warm my blood when the temperature dies
You're my crutch when it's all to hard to bare
See without you here I could not be anywhere
It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.
It's your grace and it keeps me grounded.
Waiting, frustrating,
But I can't let you go,
I just need you to know,
Waiting, I'm breaking down
But I can't let you go,
I just need you to know.
For what it's worth, I tried,
For what it's worth, it mattered to me...
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
You should know
I'm ready when you're ready for me
And I'm waiting for the right time
For the day I catch your eye
To let you know
That I'm yours to hold
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.
Give me this one last fighting chance to crash through your
wall, I'll get to you.
You're a war worth dying for tonight.
I guess you get used to somebody, kinda like having them around. I guess you get used to the way they make you happy, bring you up when you're feeling down. I never dreamed when I was letting you go that I would wake up and miss you this much. I guess you get used to somebody, I guess you get used to being loved.
I like it when my fingers are entangled
in yours and my head is on your chest
listening to ur heartbeat. It makes me
feel safe. Like at that moment, nothing
bad can touch me.
You don’t know what you got till its gone is true sometimes.
Usually you don’t know what you got till its not yours anymore.
You don’t know what you got till someone else has it.
You make it dry when it's raining outside
You warm my blood when the temperature dies
You're my crutch when it's all to hard to bare
See without you here I could not be anywhere
I can see so clearly when your smoke gets in my eyes.
Please me with your promises and hurt me with your lies.
Baby can you hear the message i am sending?
Love me like the world is ending.
I want to change the world...instead i sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.
But all that i know is i'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.
Cuz I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.
I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.
Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
Right now lets stay in the present
Can't worry bout tomorrow cause today is a blessin
my world is in a state of aggression
I find calm in you
You take my imperfections
And turn them into art
If i could change one thing about you
There would be no place to start
You are safety without numbers
You are dangerously wild
But you're sweeter than rock candy
And you ease my inner child
That's what i feel when i'm standing here with you
That's what my heart has sworn to be true
but the struggles make you stronger,
and the changes make you wise
and happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time
life isnt always beautiful but its a beautiful ride
I can feel you inside my veins
Inviting every single thing I hate
Too much to handle, requesting one last taste
To send me on my way
I don't know if my heart can take this,
but I really hope it can
because every second with you
makes it worth the risk.
i'm a nappy head
you can pull my nappy dreads if you want to
Lately,
falling's been easy on me,
just like breathing used to be.
And call me crazy, but I was thinking,
maybe you'd be waiting on the ground
to come and catch me.
let him know that you know best
cause, after all, you do know best.
lay down a list of what is wrong
things you told him all along
and I pray to god he hears you
yeah, I pray to god he hears you
someday baby
you and i are gonna be the ones
where good lucks gonna shine
just hold on
we're headed for a better life
the love that you provided
was like oxygen for me.
I lived for it,
i did crazy things for it.
maybe thats what changed me,
the pollution pilled up in side,
and i forgot how to exhale
TIME GOT ME FEELING EMOTIONS
WHY YOU ALWAYS DIGGING ON MY NERVE
I FEEL WEAK WHEN I SAY PLESE YOU KEEP ON
DOES BREAKING ME MAKE YOU FEEL SO STRONG
When you get here, it's so nice
It's just the part where you leave I don't like
You're my broken record that I can't stop spinning
Pollution in the air that I won't stop breathing
I'm coming to terms with always failing
And nothing ever seems to be stopping me
You're just like a drug
youre too much like a drug to me
no longer what i want just what i think i need
can i just see you every morning when i open my eyes.
can i just feel your heart beating beside me, every night.
can we just feel this way together till the end of all time.
can i just spend my life with you?
| | |
| january
So it's safe to say we've been here before,
heart torn out and down for the count and still coming back for more.
It's time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him, but tough cause it's not coming back from him.
You can't win. Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone. So leave undeserving him.
It only huts at first. But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
-"Saddest Girl Song" by The Starting Line
But some emotions don't make a lot of noise.
It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint -
like a heartbeat. And pure love, why,
some days it's so quiet,
you don't even know it's there.
How many times have we slept side by side but a thousand miles apart?
And how many times have we thought we could finish something we could never even start?
How many times have I said I love you and I hate you in the same breath?
And how many times have we tried to grab something when there was nothing left.
How many times have we slept side by side but a thousand miles apart?
And how many times have we thought we could finish something we could never even start?
How many times have I said I love you and I hate you in the same breath?
And how many times have we tried to grab something when there was nothing left.
See I don't want to talk about it, the way you broke my heart
I hate so many things about you I wouldn't know where to start.
sometimes you need to step outside,
get some air, and remind yourself who you are,
and where you want to be
-gossip girl.
"don't tell me that you're sorry. i'm so passed the things you say
that you don't mean. and i mean it when i say, don't ever talk to me again.
you hurt me. you deliberately hurt me. Put yourself in my shoes."
"i gave you every piece of me. you couldn't
give me half. so don't waste your breath."
i know my voice is silence to your ears,
i know i said some things you didn't deserve to hear.
i miss you, god i miss you, why do i miss you?
i lie awake at night kicking at the sheets,
no matter how much i try, they never cover my feet.
i need you, god i need you, why do i need you?
I really hope that this works out. I've never had more
faith in anyone.I've never had more hope in anything.
and I'm asking you, please don't ruin that.
I really hope that this works out. I've never had more
faith in anyone.I've never had more hope in anything.
and I'm asking you, please don't ruin that.
i tried to move you but you just wouldn't budge.
i tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge.
i think you know what i'm getting at.
you said goodbye, and i just don't want you regretting that.
no i don't hate you, don't wanna fight you.
know i'll always love you, but right now i just don't like you.
"if you are ever going to have other people trust you,
you must feel that you can trust them too -
even when you are in the dark.
even when you're falling."
- tuesdays with morrie.
i'm feeling insecure or maybe finally just a bit of real life is taking it's place within itself.
days without your voice, months without your lips, i'm so close to letting go of it.
"Love is when you do things
you swore you'd never do."
"maybe all i ever wanted was for you to care. just remotely.
and i don't really see anything wrong with that. with wanting
someone to care."
there are some things you can't bring yourself to leave,
and those are the things that leave you.
whatever happened to our inner glow?
whatever happened to the song, the soul, the me i used to know?
whatever happened to my radio, whatever happened to my song?
when was the last time you talked to me?
seriously.
I feel like I don't even know you
and I would rather me leave
than stay and watch you make a fool of me
you might as well leave
you might as well let me know now
you might as well go.
You break all of my rules,
I shouldn't even consider this.
but deep down inside,
it all just seems so worth it.
she stays home, you go out, she says that long ago she knew someone
but now he's gone, she doesn't need him. your day breaks,
your mind aches, there will be times when all the things
she said will fill your head. you won't forget her.
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out
bittersweet memories is
all i'm taking with me.
But I don't know if I can make it alone
And I don't have much more left to lose
I can't say for sure just where I'll end up
I just want to end up there with you
four months from february,
i know somehow i will get over you.
your mother, she told me,
"watch out him, he likes to bend the truth sometimes"
and your eyes they lie to me, tonight.
I know it's not my place to tell you what you're doing wrong
Sometimes I think about your face, and there's times that I don't think of you at all
So tell me you need me and I will stay
You believe me and I will wait, that you'd come back for me everytime I fall
In your heart there's just no place
There's no room to make a mistake
And with one wrong turn you would never make it home
I know you would never say what I did that made you feel so small
Spent the whole year on my face, now with a little help I'll stand up on my own, on my own
If you want me, then you got me.
Just never leave me alone.
-"If You Want Me" by One Less Reason
I wasn't sure this day would ever come,
but you were.
I wasn't sure love
could survive everything we put it through,
but you were.
You were always strong & always sure
& now I know I want you to stand beside me
for the rest of my life,
that's what I'm sure of
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm dwelling on things I've never noticed, you won't save yourself you're never going to save me
I only stumbled once for a moment and it was over, I think I'll close my eyes before i start to scream
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will
I will be okay
It's so weird,
and confusing that when I say I don't know what to do,
I really mean it.
One minute you're making me laugh out loud,
like no other guy can,
and the next I just want to get up
and leave cause you piss me off so much.
She's afraid that after all this waiting, he'll end up with another girl.
She's afraid of what hasn't happened yet.
And most of all, she's afraid she'll never find
someone who could compare to him.
Sometimes
time doesn't heal,
no not at all
just stands still while we fall
in or out of love again
The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life
There's always something more
you wish he would say.
We'll be strangers.
Who were lovers.
I'll recover.
It's so weird how time goes on.
what's too painful to remember,
we simply choose to forget.
so it's the laughter we'll remember,
whenever we remember the way we were
You better hold me down, Stand me up
Keep me safe while im falling to pieces
And tell me how, should i bend
If all i know is to break.
You didnt have to lie, I know you tried
There's something wrong in her world today
The one she loved she threw away
Still see it on her face when she's got a smile to fake
After all the things we've been through
Years so hard to lose
Give me a life of half love, half hope, half truth
Or a lifetime burning with you
Before I lost control there's just one thing you should know
This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't go
I said from the start that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go, don't let go, don't let go
This is the best thing I've ever had for real
I've gone to far to come back from here,
but you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
I've come to far to get over you,
and you don't have a clue
You don't know what you do to me
You peel back the layers and get down to the inside
But sometimes you lose sight of what it was you were trying to find
And it's that sort of thing that makes you think too much
It's that sort of thing that makes you lose your objectivity
So if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there
If you ever feel loved or needed, just remember you're one of the lucky ones
And if its over, just remember what I told you
It was bound to happen so just keep moving on
There's no perfect endings, no perfect endings.
-"The Perfect Ending" by Straylight Run
everything was so worthless,
i didn't deserve this.
but to me, you were perfect.
And God I hated your friends, I gave you love they could never buy
Or even try to understand the part of me that it came from
Don't you see that?
Sadly I'm smiling through all the truth that you took and the lies you told me
the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries,
or the way she combs her hair.
the beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,
because that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
- audrey hepburn
But did you think about it?
Did you pull it in and pull out?
Could you live without me, did you ever really have a doubt?
But do you understand baby, when you say its over, its done
Maybe I'm not the one
So if you're gonna leave, yeah you better get going
Cause I'm not wasting no more time
I know I can be cruel, I say a lot of things I don't mean
And I'm not always in the mood to give you what you need
But I come close, you gotta
Love me love me love me or leave me
i need to be with him because he makes me happy.
do you know how much it takes, how hard it is
to find someone who can make you smile
no matter what mood you're in?
i think that's all it comes down to:
being with the person who
makes you continuously happy
even if it means waiting.
so i think i'd rather wait forever
than give up on happiness.
i think that the reason
i get so attached to guys
is because in my head, i make them out
to be these great guys. like,
no matter how much they hurt me,
the one good thing they do is
the one thing i focus on.
i'm scared as hell to want you.
but here i am, wanting you anyway.
and fear means i have something to lose, right?
and i don't want to lose you.
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes the ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart, I'll never let it fall apart
But strangely, I wish secretly it would fall down while I'm asleep
you do this every time! every time!
do you have some sort of radar?
oh, she might be happy,
it's time to sweep in and shit all over it!
But the words that you said you can never take back
And I'm warning you know when you realize you made a mistake
I'll be sure to kick you while you're down
Honey you are the rock upon which I stand
I came here to talk, and I hope you understand
That brown eyes, yeah the spotlight shines upon you
And how could anybody deny you?
I came here with a load, but it feels so much lighter now that I met you
And honey you should know, I could never go on without you
my head lies to my heart and my heart, it still believes.
it seems the ones who love us are the ones that we deceive.
but you're changing everything, you're changing everything in me.
one of the suckiest and most frustrating facts of life is
that sometimes relationships just end, often without reason.
i truly believe that sometimes both men and women simply run out of love,
even when there was a lot in the beginning.
There's something I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you, you'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times, expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away.
So expect me to be calling you to see if you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound
you, with all your little flaws
and all your little quirks, somehow,
keep drawing me back in.
your loves a gathered storm i chased across the sky,
a moment in your arms became the reason why.
and you're still the only light that fills the emptiness,
the only one i need until my dying breath.
and i would give you everything just to feel your open arms,
but i'm not sure i believe anything i feel.
You're a salty water ocean wave
You knock me down, you kiss my face
I know the storms will always come
But I still love to have you around
You're the one I want, and it's not just a phase
You're the one I trust. Our love is the real thing.
And here I rest,
where disappointment and regret collide,
lying awake at night.
feels like something
like falling into you
feels like after all this time
I'm finally seeing the real you
he takes me as I am, and that ain't easy.
I know youre sick of me so tell me here
Because you could have been the one
To make it all disappear.
I'm tired of falling apart
in your hands every time
She's old enough to know,
and young enough not to say no
Like everybody, she's in over her head
there are those people you
encounter in life who you never
really get over. no matter how
many other better people you
meet, people who treat you better
and love you better, in the back
of your mind, there's always
that person who you can't
quite completely forget.
This mold in my heart
is the shape of you
and no one else can fit it.
Why would I want them to?
when people walk away from you, let them walk.
don't try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming
to see you, staying attached to you. when people walk
away, let them walk. your destiny is never
tied to anybody who walks away from you.
you don't look good in my bed.
i take back every word i said.
you don't know me like you think you do.
truth be told, i'm just lying to you.
yeah, i'm just lying to you.
and i can't keep crying for you.
you don't let people in.
it's hard for you, and once you do,
you don't want to let them go.
and when they fuck up, you're like,
'why did you do that to me?
i gave you my feelings,
i did everything for you.
and you screwed me over.'
I really want you to really want me
But I really don't know if you can do that
I know you want to know whats right
But I know its so hard for you to do that
And time's running out as often it does
And often dictates that you can't do that
But fate can't break this feeling inside
That's burning up through my veins
-"I Really Want You" by James Blunt
Sometimes, I wish that I was the weather
You'd bring me up in conversation forever
And when it rained I'd be the talk of the day
Sometimes, I wish that I was a cold beer
I'd rest assured that you would hold me near
I'd be guaranteed to be just what you need
And there could be no other way cause you're so, you're so lame
Your tired words are all, they're all the same
And I would walk, you know I'd surely walk away
If I wasn't such a sucker for you.
-"Sucker" by John Mayer
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